lost

now feeling headache, n lost oso. tmr gort geog n chemistry test. den juz when i felt like studying once in a while (veri rare feeling for mi okie, i know it's like normal for other pple lolz). den i open up my bag, eeee..yikes, i din bring back my books from sch, n all my paper r all stuffed under my table. damn dis is realli called, fated to fail....shld haf gone to sch todae...at least to take my stuff back

worst..., hmmm..headache coming back, worst loh. den sorethroat getting bad oso coz i kip stuffing myself with milo (e 60 packet one..),...so far drink like 1 carton already, OMG, iz milo bad for e throat? tonight gonna see doctor, i guess? i wonder if he will gif mc for tommorow? n shld i go to sch tmr? i wanna collect all my stuff..-.-

dis afternoon slept a little, spent ALOT time walking around e living hall, lolz. broad day light, i din c any ghost. lolz. hmmm, last night was scary as i tot i saw another one, but it looked abit different why? it kinda resembles the last one..but different abit, wwell..at least the feeling.....strange.

downloaded new anime, tsubasa chronicle. watched halfway den giddy (woah, the storyline damn complex), den i off it halfway through coz my headache came back. damn...flu suxs.

oh yarh, yesterday i think i din post my scores for 5 stations n 2.4

erhmm..(starting from e worst)
shuttle run-12 seconds (damN!)
sit n reach-38 cm (omg omg..i sux at stretching)
standing broad jump-196 (i din put in power into dis one..)
inclinded pull up-30(dis one is like free de everybody gort a sianzz)
sit up-43 (another free one..)
2.4km-10:50+++, before eleven (hmmm..damn it was tiring..)

Damn! how to improve shuttle run...n i can't stretch much oso. hmmm..haix, nvm. sad. n nxt year gort to do pull ups...i dunno how mani i can do. i tried on monkey bar can do 4.....

feeling so low now, haix, i feel like quitting CCA oso. (hmmm..why?) coz i juz feel damn tired n enuff of it. n for some reason i oso feeling sick of failing testss..i think i shld try to pass nxt time. but then...when dis feeling of wanting to do something comes.....den guess what? ALL MY BOOKS R in sch. damnit. i nid to oso go sort out all my papers.....they r realli in a mess loh.

feeling stupid, mid years coming....shit, i dun noe a single thing for physics,chem,e maths n geog. n the rest isn't veri good either.., fail everything le..-.- haixx.., maybe unless i do something about it.

feeling so tired everydae. why?? in sch i feel so restless..why? i think the main reason iz coz i look forward to e weekend too much...or after sch. i juz feel so sian in sch, n lessons pass so slowly..., or maybe..i still can't get over the loss of the december holidays.....:(

okie, enuff of dragging dis post longer....