needs telephone..
sian ar todae. wz n xy came n wz hogged my com xy hogged my bed..X_X, then i left wif nothing but a lonely mahjong table wif my a maths test paper for the holidays. stupid right? hmm, wz was playing dota, den xy cope the sit beside so i practically is on the worst place to watch anything. can't be help, only can listen audio of wad happen no video..sho stupid, end up doing a maths n finished 2 papers..wee...left 3 more...actualli i wanted to go church wif wr todae, but then end up wr went after sch or something then i no transpport, no choice stay at home hear xuan yang joke, wz's dota background music..n the stupid scribbling of my pen n the repeating noise of my correction tape. haish, wad a bad way to spent saturday.....
had a quarrel wif my aunt juz now, (again?). siao ar....my grandma picked the phone den she dunno how to transfer to different extentions den she literally told the caller to call back in hokkien (i wonder if the person can understand?), or she said in chinese? i dunno coz some pple might misunderstand n not call again. den i was shouting downstairs asking her y the person nvr call again...den my aunt from downstairs shout back at mi saying next time i should pick up the phone instead....she literally said " everytime no body wan to pick the phone so ah ma pick loh "....back at mi. i was pissed so i said " u close ur room door u expect anybody to hearur stupid phone ringing ar?"...den we exchanged vulgarities lolz, in the end i think i won?? dunno lar, no physical contact dis time....haish, wanted to sweat it out abit once in a while lolz....hmm..all this is a joke lar..i uz nid a telephone in my room..seriously..n urgently. oh yar n if you're wondering y we haf to shout around the house, if u wanna talk to some1 n gort to go up n down u will surely die lolz..shouting around the house is the best way...., tt explains y i get sorethroat so often.
well, din do much tonight, juz 1 game of dota. then i gort enuff so stop playing le. actualli wanted 2 plae e whole night but no mood. now depressed lar. everytime b4 sleep cannot sleep, thinking abt qp...haish, recently e feeling grow like a few times stronger again. since last time grow stronger le now another few times, i wonder whether there will be a terminal level for dis? as in...will there be an end to this stupid growing feelings? everydae i juz like i love her more than the dae b4? why?......n is liking some1 for sooo long unusual? is being devoted to onli 1 person unusual?...izzit strange afterall? i dunno..? even if some1 told mi the answer i wud be more confused....n it'll just add one more question " is your answer right? "....confusion...., strangeness...n doubts...y will dis all never end!?
i'm gonna finish the rest of initial d tonight. well, the punishment for not being able to sleep. i've been suffering from slight insomia recently, n i'll end up in a internal struggle wif myself in bed. tt is not something i want..it's painful....trust mi...
had a quarrel wif my aunt juz now, (again?). siao ar....my grandma picked the phone den she dunno how to transfer to different extentions den she literally told the caller to call back in hokkien (i wonder if the person can understand?), or she said in chinese? i dunno coz some pple might misunderstand n not call again. den i was shouting downstairs asking her y the person nvr call again...den my aunt from downstairs shout back at mi saying next time i should pick up the phone instead....she literally said " everytime no body wan to pick the phone so ah ma pick loh "....back at mi. i was pissed so i said " u close ur room door u expect anybody to hearur stupid phone ringing ar?"...den we exchanged vulgarities lolz, in the end i think i won?? dunno lar, no physical contact dis time....haish, wanted to sweat it out abit once in a while lolz....hmm..all this is a joke lar..i uz nid a telephone in my room..seriously..n urgently. oh yar n if you're wondering y we haf to shout around the house, if u wanna talk to some1 n gort to go up n down u will surely die lolz..shouting around the house is the best way...., tt explains y i get sorethroat so often.
well, din do much tonight, juz 1 game of dota. then i gort enuff so stop playing le. actualli wanted 2 plae e whole night but no mood. now depressed lar. everytime b4 sleep cannot sleep, thinking abt qp...haish, recently e feeling grow like a few times stronger again. since last time grow stronger le now another few times, i wonder whether there will be a terminal level for dis? as in...will there be an end to this stupid growing feelings? everydae i juz like i love her more than the dae b4? why?......n is liking some1 for sooo long unusual? is being devoted to onli 1 person unusual?...izzit strange afterall? i dunno..? even if some1 told mi the answer i wud be more confused....n it'll just add one more question " is your answer right? "....confusion...., strangeness...n doubts...y will dis all never end!?
i'm gonna finish the rest of initial d tonight. well, the punishment for not being able to sleep. i've been suffering from slight insomia recently, n i'll end up in a internal struggle wif myself in bed. tt is not something i want..it's painful....trust mi...
posted by Tay Yi @ 10:16 PM
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