kono minikuku mo utukushii sekai

feeling sad n depressed now, nobody 2 talk 2 onli can talk to my bloggie, how depressing. was thinking back of a title of an anime i watch called " kono minikuku mo utsukushii sekai ", meaning "this beautiful n ugly world", which i thought it had alot depth in. I mean nt the anime butthe name itself. Now the depression realli hurts me, sometimes I realli think of ending my life..., haish.

depression...why? it's been only the last few days when my feelings for qp grew like a few levels higher, dunnoe y but all of a sudden i became like more desperate than wad i usually am. haish, dunno y all of e sudden...., i just like her soo much i can't control it...why? some1 help mi...i nid 2 noe the answer, n this feeling is killing mi..it's drowning mi...todae b4 detention i went to 201 classroom, then saw her then until now i still get the disturbing irritating feeling on my heart..like a burden, sort of bittersweet feeling...then i cant concentrate on maths liao...and n even now feeling very disturbed..

mood:confused,love-sick