valentine day..?

haizz, feeling so depressed now. valentine day coming, i wan to gif qp something, but i dun think she will accept. so stuupid, when i wan to forget about her i still think of giving present..dis feeling hurts alot..being stuck in such a position..wan to forget, but can't..too hard..., too difficult. haizz, no delete function for memories....too bad..sob sob..

abt wad i intention 2 buy....qp fren said jigsaw from jigsaw puzzle world n another fren said inu yasha vcd. haha, heard tt the jigsaw puzzle v ex. well...., i dun care abt money...,i mean money nt a problem..i juz wan her to be happy..but ironic leh..if i continue 2 like her she will be unhappy..!? so wad shld i do? gif up? even if i wan tt wud be hard. now wad i wan is acceptance of a delete button to all these..

trying to nt think abt it is hard...wow..unexpectately very very hard..haizz, gort so depressed then muz play game and bathe to cool myself down.

so sian, nothing to do. i dun believe tt i sleep so long dis afternoon now i feeling sleepy. i still nid to train dota one leh. but then no energy to le. omg i wasted my day. haizz...finally i unblocked glenn. suddenly feel nt angry wif him le. wah i dun believe my anger go off SO FAST..., well, do wad u wan others to do 2 u..haha, fat hope lar..

monday gort sch, wan to play badminton. v long din do higuma otoshi le. i wanna try yuuta's twist spin shot....