quitting school...?
today in sch was another messed up dae, kanna detention by vlee, then later had many disturbing thoughts about quitting school and going for private school n such, not caused by vlee but just like totally sick of sch n stuff. todae had maths test dun remind mi abt it coz i failed it COMPLETELY, hmm, then he checked everyone's daily assignment. Wah luckily yesterday I bothered to do crap. I mean crap is ez to do but then not every1 even bothers 2 do it. I go do from 17th to 25th daily assignment, mostly is cause i do damn ez question then blow up font size. then i pass up 2 boooks also, first book is e nanyang girls paper remainder theorem...then i do utnil so messy i doubt he bother to check. then i din do review problem 3..then kanna detention for 3 days to finish up. vlee sae from 2-4, not so bad bah..haha, 2-4 actualli quite unstrict liao.
hmm..then go CCA, video club. nt bad, they talk about 3D studio max then i borrow one thick book back, hoping to read. i nid to return by 2 weeks..haha, 3d studio max actualli quite fun, i hoping to create something decent by the end of 2 yrs of selflearning. i heard tt june gort course..then march gort camp..wah at first i heard then sian diao, but in the end might be not bad wor...haha
haizz, i thinking about quitting school. came back talked 2 my parents, then they said tt it was my choice. then after a while of thinking i guess it's not a realli gd choice. anyway if i quit sch i won't be able to see qp anymore so i think i can forget about the idea. then i thought tt i shld learn how to endure some hardship...n stop messing up my hw anymore. now i fail everything..progress report all red marks, i nid to recoop soon...i nid to...haiz, but how? i don't see any starting point? i dun have any guidance on how to do that? haizz...but still, hope that tommorow will be a better dae.
so the factors that are making mi realli wanna quit school...., they are schoolwork,homework,stress,stupid common test..., vlee and err...stupid detension, coming back home sooo late......and the factors tt r keeping mi in school are qingping,friends,cca (eh hard to believe rite?), then eating macdonald after sch was also enjoyable..badminton also..haizz, i have just TOO MUCH to lose...i dun wanna lose everything, at one pnt i want 2 reset my life..but then thinkign abt it..it realli hate the thought of it...contradiction..feeling confusion now...haish
hmm..then go CCA, video club. nt bad, they talk about 3D studio max then i borrow one thick book back, hoping to read. i nid to return by 2 weeks..haha, 3d studio max actualli quite fun, i hoping to create something decent by the end of 2 yrs of selflearning. i heard tt june gort course..then march gort camp..wah at first i heard then sian diao, but in the end might be not bad wor...haha
haizz, i thinking about quitting school. came back talked 2 my parents, then they said tt it was my choice. then after a while of thinking i guess it's not a realli gd choice. anyway if i quit sch i won't be able to see qp anymore so i think i can forget about the idea. then i thought tt i shld learn how to endure some hardship...n stop messing up my hw anymore. now i fail everything..progress report all red marks, i nid to recoop soon...i nid to...haiz, but how? i don't see any starting point? i dun have any guidance on how to do that? haizz...but still, hope that tommorow will be a better dae.
so the factors that are making mi realli wanna quit school...., they are schoolwork,homework,stress,stupid common test..., vlee and err...stupid detension, coming back home sooo late......and the factors tt r keeping mi in school are qingping,friends,cca (eh hard to believe rite?), then eating macdonald after sch was also enjoyable..badminton also..haizz, i have just TOO MUCH to lose...i dun wanna lose everything, at one pnt i want 2 reset my life..but then thinkign abt it..it realli hate the thought of it...contradiction..feeling confusion now...haish
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